May 24, 2006 11:02
So much drama, it's unbelievable, somebody always hates someone, someone always wants to beat the shit out of the next girl that walks on by, someones always talking about someone, people are always going to backstab eachother, no matter how many times they say they don't talk about you, 90% of the time, they go running to thier friends laughing because it was halarious how you where pleeding for them to stop talking about you. You can never trust anybody, the one's you can trust, are the ones that will never turn their back on you. Since living in Charleswood for 7 years in July, thier is only maybe between 3 and 5 right now, that are my real friends. I'm writing in this thing, to let everyone know who reads these damn things, that drama will always be around, it will never leave, and will never be forgotten, nobody will forget the time someone beat the shit out of a little girl, no one will forget the time someone did their first rail, nobody is going to forget the time some girl called her "bestfriend" crying because a boy hurt her, and her 'bestfriend" went running around telling everybody. Nobody forgets things, but
people have to learn to forgive. Don't forget because if you forget you can be putting yourself in a situation you don't need to be put in, NEVER forget who they where, how they where, but FORGIVE them for it. Forgive them for talking about you, forgive them for doing coke, forgive them for beating up a little girl, but never forget.
MSG for Malbo:
Sweetie, your a smart girl, your always trying to do the best, but you can never get out of the drama, unless you find yourself. You find yourself, and you've found the people who really love you. I've been thier for you since the day I met you, I worry just as much now, as I did then. You where like my hero, you always had my back, you always talked to me, and helped me, I just hope this entry, kind of puts some things into prespective for you. I hope you've learnt from all of your mistakes and from all of the peoples mistakes around you, because it's good to learn from other people sometimes. Love you sweetie, I'm only a phone call away.