Why is life shit?

[baybe_amanda69]

Well today was pretty shitty.. started off with a english exam that i totaly failed.. and then i had math in which i didn't go i wondered the halls with melanie! and then went to second which is leadership and then did my presentation. i know i did well in that class:D i got 91% on my ISU!! wahoo.. well after that i went home and then once i got home ate and then went and listened to tunes tryng to get my mind off someone.. but ended up falling asleep! To which i didn't wake up until 3:00... But yea after that i came down staires and watched Maury and then came on here and got all the messages that people sent me on msn even tho my name clearly said i was away.. but yea Frankie im sorry i wasnt there for your message.. call me we need to catch up on everything. i miss yea!! But yea that is besides that point.. i saw my crush today got a hug from him for like 2 seconds and then didn't see him at all.. i miss him like crazy i don't ever see him anymore makes me sad *sniffles* All i can say peeps is that i won't be around this summer and if u want to chill call my celly because i will be at work and camping sooo yea fi you want to make plans then call my celly and i will see what i can do.. and Sweetie you best be calling me over the summer so we can hang out.( u know who u r).... I don't want to not hang with you that would make me sad.. just as sad as i am right now not being able to see you that much! Its been a long week and im glad its over so i can move on from what pain this week has brought.. There are so much exams coming my way in the next week and then its over and summer has came... yay grade 12 next year even tho im gunna bawl my eyes out cuz i won't be around after grade 12... I don't even know if i will be around for grade 12 at eastdale.. guys my parents want to move :'( i will miss you all so fucking much if i leave.. see life is always going down hill.. if i move i want to keep in touch with all of you guys because im not making the same mistake as i did when i moved from warkworth and Brighton.. Well im endling this cuz im so rambling on about nothing... so yea if you guys want to do something over the summer call my celly..

Love yea all in bunches
*if i don't see and talk to any one this summer Have a great and safe summer see you hopefully next year*
Amanda