Frusterated!

[baybe_amanda69]

well today has been pretty damn boring.. no one was at school today and classes were boring. I found out my marks on some of my ISU's and i found out i passed my bio one with a 50, and i passed my fashion ISU with a 96%. When i got home i didn't do anything. I did have plans for tonight but once again like it has been for the past 2 weeks they got cancelled!:'( I don't know i think im gunna stop making plans cuz they have been broken so much lately but meh! I don't know what to do... I'm so stressed out right now with school and with my emotions. I will be fine one minute and feel like crying the next and i don't know why! I am failing 2 subjects and after exams im gunna be failing more... I can't take this stress and stuff anymore! It's starting to get way out of my control.. i have my parents yelling at me sayin that i put everything in front of school, and that i have failed alot since i have gotten into high school.. and that frusterates me because they don't know how hard high school is now.. its alot different from when they went to school. I'm not getting anywhere as i am right now.. I think i should just give up all together with everything im trying to make work.. maybe im wrong but thats what feels right, right about now.. well i better be off and quit this beforei drive others as crazy as i feel right now
Love yea all in bunches
amanda