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well, me and jennifer went out to AMF to go bowling cuz our practice got canceled today plus we had cards for free games that expired today ne way. well, when we got there, we walked in and right away realized we shouldn't have went out there. Derek was working and it just happened that he was at the front counter thing at the register making it impossible for me to not be seen by him. when we got up to the counter he had his head down so i put my back to him right away. jenn was facing the counter and he saw her and said hi and asked her how she was doing then went about doing wutever he was doing then when i turned around he started talking to me like nothing ever happened between us. it was wierd cuz i havent talked to him since the day he told me that him and Kelly were back together. he showed me their picture from her christmas dance. he didnt look too happy in it but idk maybe i misinterpreted the look (????of boredom????) on his face. who knows. even jenn said she thought he didnt look too happy so wutever. im glad that derek got back with kelly cuz now im with Shawn but at the same time i can't help but wonder wut would've happened between me and Derek. if it would've been something good or something kinda "stupid" (for lack of a better term). oh well, everything happens for a reason so i guess it just wasn't meant for me and Derek.
yesterday was 3 weeks for me and Shawn!! YAY! it was also 3 weeks for Tonya and Mark, and it was 7 months for Kenny and Kristine. that's shocking that Kenny can actually stay with someone for that long. they've broken up a couple times but they were back together in a couple hours so... yeah...idk.
Steve Inger called me last night at 2 in the morning. surprisingly i was still awake. i couldnt fall asleep. we talked for a while since we havent talked in a long time. he said as soon as he gets his car fixed he's gunna come to Muskegon so we can hang out. the last time i hung out with him was over a year ago. its crazy. i guess him and Scott dont really talk much any more so idk cuz it's normally me, jenn, scott, and steve all hanging out but if they're not talking, then i guess we're just gunna have to hang out with them separately. oh well.
i have my first pep band tomorrow night. YAY! (NOT!) i dont wanna go but i have to. wednesday i have bowling practice then Thursday is our first match. im kinda nervous. friday i finally get to rest.
well, im gunna go. buh bye