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Went to my friend Jade's brunch and saw a person I was best friends with when I was younger and realize how different has become. I probably intimidated her, as I did everyone else..
Anyway, fuck man, I just cannot connect with anyone I used to. The best connection I had today was with my friend's mom, and my friend Rachel, too. But, we were both so exhausted, it was difficult.
Damnit, it's getting lonely, and I'm so tired of it.
Things need to change this year, they have to.
I'm leaving the country this summer, I'm getting an agent in February or something, a job in January, fuck...
This is a pretty obnoxious birthday.
Anyway, fuck man, I just cannot connect with anyone I used to. The best connection I had today was with my friend's mom, and my friend Rachel, too. But, we were both so exhausted, it was difficult.
Damnit, it's getting lonely, and I'm so tired of it.
Things need to change this year, they have to.
I'm leaving the country this summer, I'm getting an agent in February or something, a job in January, fuck...
This is a pretty obnoxious birthday.