Mar 12, 2005 22:38
this weekend has been one of the shittiest in a really long time. ive been in an all around bad mood and i hate it. and no its not my period. im getting sick again and ive been throwing up cause i cant stop coughing, it really sucks. maybe ill lose weight or something so i can be better for you. i stayed in tonight (and last night) so i thought an update was necessary. ive been thinking about lots of things, mostly worrying about random stuff. as much as i say i cant wait to get out of the house, i dont want to go to college and lose touch with my friends. i was talking about it the other day with halley and melinda. the thought of not being able to see them everyday makes me want to break down and cry. a few days without them seems like forever. you may think this sounds stupid, but theyre the best friends in the world and i cant stand thinking about losing them. they always put me in a good mood, no matter what. i really hope this last full summer of ours is a memorable one. im so making a check list. spring break is just around the corner. lets kick it.