"tell me whats it look like!"
last night was fun. i had the craziest dream ever and woke up screaming. its too bad i didnt kill lylah while i was at it. but i love melinda cause she gets me so weak. and i hope halley feels better. because i love her too. im real nervous. i dont know what to think. tomorrow will be either really good or really bad. we'll see. i really truely miss the majix girls. ive learned everything i know from that team. my parents were thinking about having a bunch of them over one night. that would make me smile. i need to read fifteen chapters in a very stupid book. and i dont feel like it. im afraid if i open it to try, ill pass out. i wanna get in shape before summer and find a fun job with lots of fun people to work with. i think i have an idea. so yeah. maybe thatll be nice. i cant wait until spring break. my sister wants me to visit her since this is her senior year in college. that would be so fun. a road trip? how cool is that? plus she rules and i miss her. sometimes i think and stuff and realize how much we all have changed and how everything has turned out. i like it this way. but it still weirds me out. i need a caution sign on my forehead. im pissed it was before the weekend. im going to a wedding soon! ashleigh and i really like mixing paint. its very fun. whatever im weak. i just wanted to update and wish everyone a very happy week :-D and everything will be alright. and oh yeah. i have the cutest boyfriend in the world. bye now! <3