Shall I vent again?

[baumer11]

Oi, live journal. Shall I pour all my thoughts into you? Or write it all down in my red journal? I am on the computer more often. kthx, good choice. Oh by the way I am Brandon or Fel. Call me Fel, I like it more. Yea I really cant put my whole life into one message box like I do with myspace. This is more of a place to explain your life. Well today, I took senior pictures and everyone said I looked liked a president and was hansome. Yea right please. Yea some japanese guy made me do like a bajillion poses and I was like "ok dude you taken enough". But man my suit was amazing. But anyways. I really would like too see people give me some feed back my last post was in June 04 O_O;;. Yea, its amazing Danielle is the person I am looking for but is about 2000 miles way from me or more. I mean what girl plays baseball, has the same fears as me, and wants the same job career as me? I sometimes think she is my lost sister or something even more. She understands me like the back of her hand and same with me visa versa. Even though she is 2 years younger than me, it amazing to find someone so identical to you. Summer has been boring, gym this gym that, Garden Grove has no good concerts and plain sucks. They call it Garbage Grove. I cant get a job, nobody ever calls me, but I only applied to Jamba Juice, and there like "eh". Virgin Records you have to be 18 and I am like "bleh". I need to go back to school badly, even though its a pointless homework trap, but I get to see people. Wow, Kip my ex said she needs love badly, so I guess I wasnt good enough for her. Ew, my tummy went into that sinking state. I really dont know how the chemical body works for when girls are in heat, no offense. Ok anyways yea that kinda killed my writing mood. :[ Kip: hes not like you fel, hes nothing like you! and i will not i repeat i will not fuck this up

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