LLAMAS!
ok, so, yus, i am Paigie. I will be your server for today. Would you like to hear our specials? I did my Poetry reading practice for Speech Contest today. It was ok. There are definately things I need to work on. Heh...nvm...*giggle*....
I told Baughman about our new shirts. He loves the idea. He was really cool today. He was just...different. I don't know. I was walking away and had a new appreciation for him. Maybe he's not as bad as everyone makes him out to be. I definately have had a change of heart...for now...lol.
Over lunch Chad and I had a heated discussion about band for next year and what we can do to make it better. There are a lot of really good ideas.
I asked Baughman what our show was going to be for next year...he wouldn't tell me...but he got this really weird look on his face when I said, "Anything but Burlesque. I refuse to do Moulin (sp?) Rouge." Now I'm scurred.
But anyways....
Jeff is being a jackass...blah...fucktard. I dunno what his problem is. I don't care either. He ignores me at school....and he's an ass online.
...i think that's all....
Peace out!
Wait, I lied. I have something else to say.
Cory~
I'm not mad at you. Yes, I have reason to be, I just don't feel anger toward you. Don't ask me how or why but I don't. I am mad at myself for letting that skinny whore get to me. I mean, I have low self-esteem somedays, as you well know. Well, to be cheated on is bad enough. That's a downer. You begin to wonder if you aren't good enough for the person. I understand your condition, but that doens't make it better. As you know it makes it worse in my mind. But anyways. Now you are going out with a tall, skinny, beautiful girl. That makes me feel like I wasn't good enough for you. I was too short, I was too fat, I wasn't whore-ish enough for you. I tried as long as I could to not let it get to me. In the end my emotions got the best of me and I broke down. I just felt the need to share that I'm not mad at myself. I just need...time I guess. I don't know what I need. You are/were the opposite of what everyone thought. But I digress...
~Your Favorite Band Geek~
~Paigie~
I told Baughman about our new shirts. He loves the idea. He was really cool today. He was just...different. I don't know. I was walking away and had a new appreciation for him. Maybe he's not as bad as everyone makes him out to be. I definately have had a change of heart...for now...lol.
Over lunch Chad and I had a heated discussion about band for next year and what we can do to make it better. There are a lot of really good ideas.
I asked Baughman what our show was going to be for next year...he wouldn't tell me...but he got this really weird look on his face when I said, "Anything but Burlesque. I refuse to do Moulin (sp?) Rouge." Now I'm scurred.
But anyways....
Jeff is being a jackass...blah...fucktard. I dunno what his problem is. I don't care either. He ignores me at school....and he's an ass online.
...i think that's all....
Peace out!
Wait, I lied. I have something else to say.
Cory~
I'm not mad at you. Yes, I have reason to be, I just don't feel anger toward you. Don't ask me how or why but I don't. I am mad at myself for letting that skinny whore get to me. I mean, I have low self-esteem somedays, as you well know. Well, to be cheated on is bad enough. That's a downer. You begin to wonder if you aren't good enough for the person. I understand your condition, but that doens't make it better. As you know it makes it worse in my mind. But anyways. Now you are going out with a tall, skinny, beautiful girl. That makes me feel like I wasn't good enough for you. I was too short, I was too fat, I wasn't whore-ish enough for you. I tried as long as I could to not let it get to me. In the end my emotions got the best of me and I broke down. I just felt the need to share that I'm not mad at myself. I just need...time I guess. I don't know what I need. You are/were the opposite of what everyone thought. But I digress...
~Your Favorite Band Geek~
~Paigie~