What do I do now?
I couldn't sleep at all, just broke out into crying fits. I watched as he left with his bike and a bag of all his clothes. I called into work not being in the mood fake being happy. I went for the last two hours because of staffing issues and I bumped into Mrs.Kiddler. She asked me if I had a cold, but with a second glance, put her hand on my arm and said "...or a broken heart?" I nodded and the tears welded up in my eyes once again. She put her hand up to her mouth and said "Oh, dear no!" and it wasn't long before she too was crying alongside me, trying to comfort me but all I could hear was the crack in the world. I'm lost now. There's no one to come home to and my bed feels too big all by myself. I'm not ready to be alone. I wasn't prepared for this.
I knew he would stop by while I was out so I left a note next to the picture of us. He had called and left a message saying not to come find him but all I want is to see him just one last time and have everything be okay again so I can actually sleep. I don't want anything else, I just want him back. I miss him already and I'm not equipped to deal with this. How do you stop your mind from eating you alive or untwist the knot in you r stomach? How do you deal? I need support more than ever now.
I knew he would stop by while I was out so I left a note next to the picture of us. He had called and left a message saying not to come find him but all I want is to see him just one last time and have everything be okay again so I can actually sleep. I don't want anything else, I just want him back. I miss him already and I'm not equipped to deal with this. How do you stop your mind from eating you alive or untwist the knot in you r stomach? How do you deal? I need support more than ever now.