Oct 18, 2005 20:03
i am avoiding linguistics definitions and reading for the modern west. i don't want to work. i really don't. i want to curl up in a ball and cry because my camera isn't working, and all three rolls of film i shot in santa fe died. that's three rolls of potentially lovely pictures....and its not like i can go fly back down and take them again. fuck.
therapy went well i guess....we talked about my intellectual elitism again. i got giddy over nailing my hamlet paper....after a week of knowing i got the cross application to althusser clean. i like doing it in private, especially to karen. feels better than to the whole world. glad to get that out of my system.
ok.....i'll do my work....eventually.