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well....I just came back from the DVC tournament. i had a great time until....well.....i started hitting stupid people and getting stupid judges. i am sorry, but placing "YOU MUST PROVE CITIZENSHIP IS ANITHETICAL TO DEMOCRACY" as a burden on someone is abusive, and mean....and nasty. and then misrepresenting evidence (she read a card which explicitly delt with the United States' soft power in a globalized sense, and cosmopolitanism, and she cut out everything involving globalization and the world, and replaced them with words dealing with borders and United States' using their power over non-citizens in the US's juristiction) judge didn;t buy it, even though i showed it to her. there are the two rounds i lost. i hate it. i hate it i hate it i hate it.
on a MUCH, MUCH brighter note....i found someone who i really like. his name is aaron....and for the first time in ages i am comforatable with someone. i could say a lot about him and the reasons for liking him, and being attracted to him, but for once in my life....i just want it to be quiet. my close friends know, and its not as though we are being uber discrete. its just i don;t want to live this one completely in the public eye. i like him too much to do that. he calms me....and thats a really good thing. sigh.
on a MUCH, MUCH brighter note....i found someone who i really like. his name is aaron....and for the first time in ages i am comforatable with someone. i could say a lot about him and the reasons for liking him, and being attracted to him, but for once in my life....i just want it to be quiet. my close friends know, and its not as though we are being uber discrete. its just i don;t want to live this one completely in the public eye. i like him too much to do that. he calms me....and thats a really good thing. sigh.