Continued
*hugs Journal*
Sorry I left you so abruptly the other day. It was just that Andy came in the room to talk to me, and since it was Andy I wanted to write about....
What I wanted to say was that after Gay Dave had gone to bed, followed by Adam (though he went to an entirely different bed I hasten to add) and Nic went off to play Poole with Nigel Any and I got talking and well, we sorted all those issues out. I, eventually, told him about his "hygene problem" (something which is now common knowledge throughout Rathbone and which has had a mix of reactions from people coming up to congratulate me and slagging me off behind my back... British society has wierd standards..), Andy tells me I'm just about the only person who could get away with that, and he's explained his clingy behaviour before Christmas a little better so that I understand it a bit more.
It all comes back to that thing Andy told me ages ago, which I was the first person ever to be told (through now - to my great relief - he has an entire circle of friends who know). He's a much happier person now. He can be much more himself. I wish I could tell you more about it, but obviously - without his permission - that is really unacceptable. Though I hadten to add - he is not gay. That destinction is pretty important to him. We ended up talking through literally all of Sunday night too. It's wierd I now know more about him than well most people know about their own relatives, I should think...
Oh! And he's busy constructing scemes to help me get a girlfriend too, which always pleases me.
Had a really colourful couple of weeks before between splitting people's lips and all of this stuff. It feels almost bad to be updating without something else exciting to report, like I've split someone else's lip or a metorite crashed into the back of Rathbone and the prnce of an alien race just propsed marriage to me..
But no.. been a pretty normal couple of days. My lectures just started and all. Just had a nice o'clock. (Bastards) and I've decided to go to the afternoon Stats Help, so I could update this and reply to Kitty. I feel really bad for her. I do hope she's okay. That's a terrible thing to happen. I now her family are really important to her.
I also really really really really really miss Syrai. I wish she'd come online or reply to my Journal entries or write in her own Journal or post in tAS or something. I want to know how she is and how she's getting on with her dugs and how the rats are and loads of random stupid little bits of information that are really quite silly but that I just want to know. I haven't spoken to her in so long it feels like one of my limbs has been cut off or something. It actually makes me feel like crying...
Anyway, I have half an hour to go make & drink a cup of tea before my wonderful afternoon of bloody Research Methods lectures and Stats Help, so I'll get going now. My mood is wierd (just thinking about it cuz I had to set the Mood thing below) I was really quite happy when I came online, then I sobered up with all that stuff about Kitty and now after thinking about Syrai again I feel really quite tight and am stuggeling not to be upset. Funny thing, cuz I've actually been really good recently - which I know isn't something you often get to here in my Journal - so I thouht I'd say it.
Love
BS
xxx
Sorry I left you so abruptly the other day. It was just that Andy came in the room to talk to me, and since it was Andy I wanted to write about....
What I wanted to say was that after Gay Dave had gone to bed, followed by Adam (though he went to an entirely different bed I hasten to add) and Nic went off to play Poole with Nigel Any and I got talking and well, we sorted all those issues out. I, eventually, told him about his "hygene problem" (something which is now common knowledge throughout Rathbone and which has had a mix of reactions from people coming up to congratulate me and slagging me off behind my back... British society has wierd standards..), Andy tells me I'm just about the only person who could get away with that, and he's explained his clingy behaviour before Christmas a little better so that I understand it a bit more.
It all comes back to that thing Andy told me ages ago, which I was the first person ever to be told (through now - to my great relief - he has an entire circle of friends who know). He's a much happier person now. He can be much more himself. I wish I could tell you more about it, but obviously - without his permission - that is really unacceptable. Though I hadten to add - he is not gay. That destinction is pretty important to him. We ended up talking through literally all of Sunday night too. It's wierd I now know more about him than well most people know about their own relatives, I should think...
Oh! And he's busy constructing scemes to help me get a girlfriend too, which always pleases me.
Had a really colourful couple of weeks before between splitting people's lips and all of this stuff. It feels almost bad to be updating without something else exciting to report, like I've split someone else's lip or a metorite crashed into the back of Rathbone and the prnce of an alien race just propsed marriage to me..
But no.. been a pretty normal couple of days. My lectures just started and all. Just had a nice o'clock. (Bastards) and I've decided to go to the afternoon Stats Help, so I could update this and reply to Kitty. I feel really bad for her. I do hope she's okay. That's a terrible thing to happen. I now her family are really important to her.
I also really really really really really miss Syrai. I wish she'd come online or reply to my Journal entries or write in her own Journal or post in tAS or something. I want to know how she is and how she's getting on with her dugs and how the rats are and loads of random stupid little bits of information that are really quite silly but that I just want to know. I haven't spoken to her in so long it feels like one of my limbs has been cut off or something. It actually makes me feel like crying...
Anyway, I have half an hour to go make & drink a cup of tea before my wonderful afternoon of bloody Research Methods lectures and Stats Help, so I'll get going now. My mood is wierd (just thinking about it cuz I had to set the Mood thing below) I was really quite happy when I came online, then I sobered up with all that stuff about Kitty and now after thinking about Syrai again I feel really quite tight and am stuggeling not to be upset. Funny thing, cuz I've actually been really good recently - which I know isn't something you often get to here in my Journal - so I thouht I'd say it.
Love
BS
xxx