Update!?!

Jun 03, 2004 16:17

Yes I know it has been months since I have put anything here on lj. Well, here goes. I'm now offically nine months pregnant and waiting..... I just wonder how I have made it this long. As of tomarrow I haven't been to work in a week. Which is really nice but i'm tired all the time. I have not slept more that an hour or two at a time in probobly more than a month. And because I am tired I don't feel like I get anything done. Poor Jason has done so so well in putting up with a very pregnant wife. I hope that all women are as lucky as I am but I know they really aren't so I feel bad for them.

My parents are driving me insane. You would think that at a time like this they would get it together but I guess not. My father decided that he wanted to purchase a glider for me and the baby and then when things don't go his way (to absolute perfection) he turns into an asshole and won't talk to me about it at all. I think he's trying to give me a guilt trip which I'm just not having anything to do with. My mother and I have had a sort of break through and are getting along to some extent but I really can't spend too much time with her still because she often says things that just get under my skin. Especially about the water I drink, and the food that I have in the house, or the icecream that I have in the freezer, or the fact that I'm going to have atibioticts during labor. Jeeze give it a rest and just let me be. I guess she thinks that I don't remeber from the last ten thousand times how she feels about processed foods and foods grown with hormones. But then I'm just really sensative too.

Today I had another ultrasound. They wanted to make sure the placenta was still working well enough and see how big the baby is. Eight and a half pounds on your bladder really feels more like fifty I think!

I'm really hoping that the baby comes this weekend because the midwife is on call all weekend. Mom wants it to be born on monday because it would make things astrologically perfect somehow. Saturday or Friday would be good so Jason could have an extra day off work. He should kinda have a holiday too right.

Jason made two mp3 cds for me so I can't possibly run out of music while I'm in labor. Lots of dead can dance, delirium, and enigma type stuff.

I also hope the baby comes this weekend because I have a cousin getting married in Texas next friday and my aunt is supose to go to the wedding. I don't think she will go if the baby isn't here yet and I really don't want her to miss either event. Not to mention that I can't thank her enough for all the support she has given me latley. Oh well things will work out like they are supose to.

As for things not baby related mostly it feels like there is nothing!!! But I'm happy and doing well. Jason and I have played D&D with a few friends the last couple of wednesday nights and the guys have been tolerant enought to let me the rookie play. I've played before but every other time I have played nothing ever gets done and this time we are actually doing things and making a story. It's great. I've just got to get it through my thick head to role play my charater not say what my character is going to do. It really makes me look silly but I'll get better.

Well I can't think of anything else. If any of you dare send a message to the baby about how great the world is out here and that this weekend is a great time to join us.
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