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Drama this, drama that. I'm fucking tired of it, and I thought I left that behind. I obviously haven't left it behind enough.
Ok, yea, I'd have to admit, I've been a little moody, but there's reasonable explainations for it. I'm just so freakin' tired, and then there's shit going on, and I don't feel like I can talk to anyone about them. I feel like I can't talk to anyone, because I don't think they'd understand, and then give me suggestions that are out of the blue. I can talk to my co-workers, but what's odd is that they are at least 15-40 years older than I am. Then again, if I were to talk to someone my own age about my problems, they wouldn't know what to say. So I'd basically be bitching to them over something they can't help me in. Older people are actually nicer to talk to than you would imagine. I think I like older people. They know more than you do (usually), they can give you constructive feedback, help you out in many ways, etc.
Hate to say it, but I think my social life has actually taken a plunge. And here, my fucking ass just told someone else that his social life was in the ditch. HA! I'm there too, so what the hell am I bithing about. All I fucking do is work, go to school, occasionally read shit, and 3-4 hours of sleep a night, and I do it all over again. On my weekends, I still have shit on my mind, which doesn't help and almost defeats the purpose of a weekend. I get some time where I get to do stuff other than what is listed, but I don't feel it's enough. I'm never exhausted from having fun, but I'm always fucking exhausted from everything else.
Bah. Tomorrow, I'll be meeting with Chris. He's gonna help me figure out a financial situation which would be best for me. Right now, I'm looking at moving out on my own, so this one isn't going to be easy at all. We are going to see how I can make it work. Hopefully, it'll be doable.
Ok, yea, I'd have to admit, I've been a little moody, but there's reasonable explainations for it. I'm just so freakin' tired, and then there's shit going on, and I don't feel like I can talk to anyone about them. I feel like I can't talk to anyone, because I don't think they'd understand, and then give me suggestions that are out of the blue. I can talk to my co-workers, but what's odd is that they are at least 15-40 years older than I am. Then again, if I were to talk to someone my own age about my problems, they wouldn't know what to say. So I'd basically be bitching to them over something they can't help me in. Older people are actually nicer to talk to than you would imagine. I think I like older people. They know more than you do (usually), they can give you constructive feedback, help you out in many ways, etc.
Hate to say it, but I think my social life has actually taken a plunge. And here, my fucking ass just told someone else that his social life was in the ditch. HA! I'm there too, so what the hell am I bithing about. All I fucking do is work, go to school, occasionally read shit, and 3-4 hours of sleep a night, and I do it all over again. On my weekends, I still have shit on my mind, which doesn't help and almost defeats the purpose of a weekend. I get some time where I get to do stuff other than what is listed, but I don't feel it's enough. I'm never exhausted from having fun, but I'm always fucking exhausted from everything else.
Bah. Tomorrow, I'll be meeting with Chris. He's gonna help me figure out a financial situation which would be best for me. Right now, I'm looking at moving out on my own, so this one isn't going to be easy at all. We are going to see how I can make it work. Hopefully, it'll be doable.