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[battleraver]

well......now is the time to get my life in order, in balance and just remember who i am. maybe in time i can get over my retarded behavior. i know is wrong i know its dumb and i know i want to not do it, but i guess i just have to be faced with it more than a few times here and there to get over the feeling. i guess only time will tell, and i hope i can come back to the one that means the most....

P.S. *happy smirk* early in childhood eh?