Oct 26, 2007 20:16
Thank you all so much for the hugs and support, it helps, believe me.
What happened was this: I've fallen madly in love with a woman and I found out today she has a boyfriend. Also, the more I learn about her, the more I see that a life with her would take me into a world I might not find pleasent sometimes.
But...I love her. And I'd go to hell for her if I had to.
I never know what to do in these situations. Should I fight for her heart? Should I just sort of hang back and see what happens? Or should I just walk away from her forever?
I feel so lost...
When I was out in Seattle last week (sorry I haven't updated about that yet, I will) I has a tarot card reading done. I asked about this woman. The woman who did the cards said I had to take this very, very slowly. She said it was a past life thing and I need to clear it before I can move on. And that I shouldn't "put myself on the cross" for this person and always bail them out or their soul won't learn and grow.
All things that are easier said than done.
Well, I have to go to work now, I will update soon.
Thank you all,
Brian