I am my own enemy/the battle fought/within my mind
Is everyone okay? I tried to fix you all up the best I could, but I'm no Healer, yet. At least I know now that I should work on numbing spells next...but they're quite difficult. If you get them wrong, the loss of feeling can be permanent.
*sigh* These last few days, I swear...
[Private to Professor Rangiku]...Professor? Is there anything I can ( Read more... )
*sigh* These last few days, I swear...
[Private to Professor Rangiku]...Professor? Is there anything I can ( Read more... )
[Filtered to Sakura]
Mayhap a less concentrated approach would counteract that, instead of a more linear one.
'Last few days'?
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[Filtered to Delita]
I...am way too tired for that to make much sense at the moment, Delita.
You saw that? Uhm. Yeah, it's just been a little rough. But things like that happen! Don't worry about me ^_^
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[Filtered to Sakura]
Then read it again when you are more awake. There is no rush.
I did.
...I do recall saying similar words at one point...and a young woman I know probing nonetheless.
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[Filtered to Delita]
I might do just that XD
Damn
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You never admitted that things were a little rough.
OOC: SHE IS TOTALLY AVOIDING THE QUESTION, YES SHE IS.
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[Filtered to Sakura]
...Good.
It is hard not to read, I am afraid.
...
I did say similar words, did I not?
[S'FINE. He will just press a little more.]
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[Filtered to Delita]
Yes, but--
You're not going to give this up, are you :/
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[Filtered to Sakura]
Do you in the same situation?
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[Filtered to Delita]
I guess not.
I just had a fight with Al. Well. Not just. We've never really argued before, I'm not entirely sure what to do. I don't know how to fix this one, Delita.
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[Filtered to Sakura]
...An argument? I assume it was not petty if it has affected you this much.
...Not everyone knows how to fix every problem on the outset, Sakura.
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[Filtered to Delita]
Oh, it hasn't affected me that - I mean, I'm just tired. The healing took more out of me than it should have. I'll be fine better after sleeping, don't worry.
It was about Sasuke. Why is it that most of the trouble in my life comes back to him? Al...was jealous, although he didn't want to tell me that, the Veritaserum made him. But that doesn't change the fact that he thinks...he he thinks I still have feelings for Sasuke. Which I don't. I couldn't.
DAMNIT.
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...If you say so. But if it still bothers you after you get rest, then you may want to reconsider that statement.
I assume, when you told him as much, it then got out of hand? I admit I am not strong in such sorts of relations, but perhaps you should speak to him again once you are less weary, and explain things to him in a much calmer manner. I am certain that his mind would be clear by then as well, and it could better assist the two of you to coming to a much better conclusion.
There is a chance however that his jealousy comes not from you, but from his insecurities in himself. He worries for himself, and he wants not to lose you, so when he sees you keep a friendship with one you once loved, it frightens him. If it is this, then all you can do is simply show him that it is not this way. It may take time, but it is perhaps the only outcome.
...Forgive me. As I said before, I have little talent in such things.
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[Filtered to Delita]
I do say so~
...Your assumptions are right, Delita. I just. It didn't make any sense to me at the time, and I got confused and - panicked.
That - that makes a lot of sense. I just - I don't worry that he's going to run of Winry, so why can't he--
But it's not the same. I know it's not that same, and it's ridiculous that I compare it :/ Sasuke is...a part of me that I'll never be able to let go. But that doesn't mean I'm in love with him!
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[Filtered to Sakura]
...Yes. That you do.
It is understandable. One is most dangerous when backed into a corner and forced to retaliate. The mind fogs and the body and mouth work on their own. Simple human reactions, but in most cases, such as yours, the aftermath is fixable with a clear head and time to think.
You and Sasuke are quite close, are you not? Most men are...territorial creatures, much akin to beasts (though forgive me the comparison). Alphonse may know rationally that it is a silly thing, and perhaps he knows deep down that his worries are unfounded. But emotions cloud the mind, and the heart is powerful enough to fog most judgment, regardless of one's reason.
No, no it does not mean that. But perhaps stressing that to Alphonse calmly may put his mind at ease. If it does not, well...
I am certain he is not a man lacking in wit and reason.
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[Filtered to Delita]
You know, you make a surprising amount of sense for someone who has to be reminded to eat at least once a week. I think...talking to him again would be a good idea. I still don't know how we can reach a resolution on this, but ignoring each other won't help anything.
Thank you, Delita. It means a lot ^_^
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And none have complained about how I associate with the opposite sex.
[Filtered to Sakura]
...Seeing as that is a compliment, I assume I should thank you.
Keeping silent can have its advantages, but in matters of the heart, and especially in such a situation, it will only cause things to escalate.
...It is nothing, Sakura.
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[Filtered to Delita]
You can thank me by eating more :|
You're right, of course. I just have to figure out how to start that conversation.
It's not nothing, so shush. Like I said; it means a lot.
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