Looking back...
Every once in awhile in the day i lay down and think about how this year has gone by so fast and what will happen after high school. Course i know i can not really do anything to stop/slow down what has been going on. Its going to be hard at first, but hopefully it will all even out. Im going to miss everyone who made my high school years memorable...even Jr. high.
Lately ive felt alone...more emotionally than anything. I can always find things to do with friends...but i feel empty, like theres nothing that can fill it but one specific thing. Something ill never be able to put in unless i try. As the days go on, it seems to drift away at the chance i have at it. Shit this crap is depressing.
ON TO OTHER NEWS! Mr. Reilly felt that i needed a hug so he called Mark Hick over....AGAIN to come over in his cart, embarass me in class and give me a hug. I thought it was pretty damn funny but wow.
Shit i really need to vent....i hold too much shit in, yes more than i tell you Tyler! hehe.
Stupid senior writing portfolio keeping me up all night....econ final tommorow......im so screwed heh. /put coffee on and takes caffeine pills....not really.
Now i leave you w/ the funny halmark section~
Cards from the "Dysfunctional Section" of a
Hallmark Store........
> > 1. I always wanted to have someone to hold,
someone to love. And now that you've come into my
life... (Inside card) - I've changed my mind.
> > 2. I must admit, you brought religion into my
life... (Inside
card) - I never believed in Hell until I met you.
> > 3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....
(Inside card) -
That you're not here to ruin it for me.
> > 4. Congratulations on your promotion. Before you
go.... (Inside
card) - Will you take the knife from my back? You'll
probably need it
again.
> > 5. Someday I hope to marry... (Inside Card) -
someone other than you.
> > 6. Happy Birthday! You look great for your
age.... (Inside ! card)
- Almost lifelike!
> > 7. When we were together, you said you'd die for
me.. (Inside
card) - Now that we've broken up, I think it's time
to keep your promise.
> > 8. We've been friends for a very long time...
(Inside card)
- What do you say we stop?
> > 9. I'm so miserable without you... (Inside card)
- It's almost like you're still here.
> > 10. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy...
(Inside card)
- Did you ever find out who the father was?
> > 11. You are such a good friend. If we were on a
sinking ship and
there was only one life jacket... (Inside card) - I'd
miss you terribly and think of you often.
> > 12. Your friends and I wanted to do something
really special for
your birthday...(Inside card) - So we're having you
put to sleep.
> > 13. Happy Birthday, Uncle Dad! (Available only in
Alabama,
Mississippi, and West Virginia)
> > 14. Looking back over the years we've been
together, I can't help
but wonder...(Inside card) - What was I thinking?
> > 15. Congratulations on your wedding day!...
(Inside card)
- Too bad no one likes your husband!
Lately ive felt alone...more emotionally than anything. I can always find things to do with friends...but i feel empty, like theres nothing that can fill it but one specific thing. Something ill never be able to put in unless i try. As the days go on, it seems to drift away at the chance i have at it. Shit this crap is depressing.
ON TO OTHER NEWS! Mr. Reilly felt that i needed a hug so he called Mark Hick over....AGAIN to come over in his cart, embarass me in class and give me a hug. I thought it was pretty damn funny but wow.
Shit i really need to vent....i hold too much shit in, yes more than i tell you Tyler! hehe.
Stupid senior writing portfolio keeping me up all night....econ final tommorow......im so screwed heh. /put coffee on and takes caffeine pills....not really.
Now i leave you w/ the funny halmark section~
Cards from the "Dysfunctional Section" of a
Hallmark Store........
> > 1. I always wanted to have someone to hold,
someone to love. And now that you've come into my
life... (Inside card) - I've changed my mind.
> > 2. I must admit, you brought religion into my
life... (Inside
card) - I never believed in Hell until I met you.
> > 3. As the days go by, I think how lucky I am....
(Inside card) -
That you're not here to ruin it for me.
> > 4. Congratulations on your promotion. Before you
go.... (Inside
card) - Will you take the knife from my back? You'll
probably need it
again.
> > 5. Someday I hope to marry... (Inside Card) -
someone other than you.
> > 6. Happy Birthday! You look great for your
age.... (Inside ! card)
- Almost lifelike!
> > 7. When we were together, you said you'd die for
me.. (Inside
card) - Now that we've broken up, I think it's time
to keep your promise.
> > 8. We've been friends for a very long time...
(Inside card)
- What do you say we stop?
> > 9. I'm so miserable without you... (Inside card)
- It's almost like you're still here.
> > 10. Congratulations on your new bundle of joy...
(Inside card)
- Did you ever find out who the father was?
> > 11. You are such a good friend. If we were on a
sinking ship and
there was only one life jacket... (Inside card) - I'd
miss you terribly and think of you often.
> > 12. Your friends and I wanted to do something
really special for
your birthday...(Inside card) - So we're having you
put to sleep.
> > 13. Happy Birthday, Uncle Dad! (Available only in
Alabama,
Mississippi, and West Virginia)
> > 14. Looking back over the years we've been
together, I can't help
but wonder...(Inside card) - What was I thinking?
> > 15. Congratulations on your wedding day!...
(Inside card)
- Too bad no one likes your husband!