diet and life...
Started a diet a few days ago. So sick of hating myself and thinking I'm too fat and ugly to be loved. So far I'm doing pretty good, and I'm hoping my latest motivation sticks around long enough for me to feel super about myself. Once I see a difference, thatll be motivation enough I think...
Working overnight. Seeing him in passing. Will avoid flirtation because as much as I like him I can't have him the way I want, or the way I think I deserve. Its hard because when he smiles at me or says sweet things (which he does, often, when we're not going to be overhear) I just want to kiss him. He is trouble. Its my new mantra. Trouble, heartache, stupid stupid trouble and pain DON'T DO THIS!!!
I'm going to go get ready for work... Adios
Working overnight. Seeing him in passing. Will avoid flirtation because as much as I like him I can't have him the way I want, or the way I think I deserve. Its hard because when he smiles at me or says sweet things (which he does, often, when we're not going to be overhear) I just want to kiss him. He is trouble. Its my new mantra. Trouble, heartache, stupid stupid trouble and pain DON'T DO THIS!!!
I'm going to go get ready for work... Adios