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I called you up to see if maybe we could hang out
and I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely
but I bit my lip and you said yes
and I thought of how beautiful the night would be
and I thought maybe we could drive around talking about your town
or we could just stay at home and I could win over acting cool
just like real romance.
-that song reminds me of the best times in my life
Im at a weird stage in my life right now, and i dont know really how to feel about it all. maybe its the winter maybe its just how it is. i miss some people in my life a tremendous amount and at this point im ready to do anything i can to take my life back from the stage its in right now. i feel like im in a prison with no bars.
I recently went back home for a few days and it was awesome, i had no worries, and the weather was awesome. i hated driving away, down the street to head off to nebraska.
i hate having no solid friends here in nebraska that i could just spill my guts to without the chance of it coming back at me.
im going to move away from nebraska when i get out but sara wants to stay, so we will see what happens.
I just feel like there is so much more for me to do in life than live in nebraska, i want to travel and i want to see the beach again, and i want to see the mountains again. i hate this place. its a life sucker.
omaha blows dick.
i want to live near friends and have great times again, not be stuck in these miserable doldrums im in now.
and the whole last year has blown, which is why i didnt post anything. ill make this one better, even if it means doing things i dont want to but are neccessary.
and I told you I was nervous and feeling lonely
but I bit my lip and you said yes
and I thought of how beautiful the night would be
and I thought maybe we could drive around talking about your town
or we could just stay at home and I could win over acting cool
just like real romance.
-that song reminds me of the best times in my life
Im at a weird stage in my life right now, and i dont know really how to feel about it all. maybe its the winter maybe its just how it is. i miss some people in my life a tremendous amount and at this point im ready to do anything i can to take my life back from the stage its in right now. i feel like im in a prison with no bars.
I recently went back home for a few days and it was awesome, i had no worries, and the weather was awesome. i hated driving away, down the street to head off to nebraska.
i hate having no solid friends here in nebraska that i could just spill my guts to without the chance of it coming back at me.
im going to move away from nebraska when i get out but sara wants to stay, so we will see what happens.
I just feel like there is so much more for me to do in life than live in nebraska, i want to travel and i want to see the beach again, and i want to see the mountains again. i hate this place. its a life sucker.
omaha blows dick.
i want to live near friends and have great times again, not be stuck in these miserable doldrums im in now.
and the whole last year has blown, which is why i didnt post anything. ill make this one better, even if it means doing things i dont want to but are neccessary.