i'm not skipping... i don't know what you're talking about.

Nov 14, 2002 12:50

hello all
i'm at school. i'm sposed to be in crim, but sar isnt here so i didn't feel like going to class. so i'm telling people i got locked out. good one eh? i thought so. i love this keyboard. except not when i sneeze on it. it gets kind of sticky then. yummmm. so how's everyone's day going? sorry about the entry before, i was kind of in a bad mood. i'm ok now, though. i was in a crappy mood last night, but thats all over and done with. not that any of you care or anything, but i'll pretend you do, just so i feel better. see? it's working! i get to see Harry Potter tonight. should be entertaining, especially because i get to see it before it comes out. my driving test is tomorrow. i'm kinda scared a bit, because if i get it, i'm driving to duncan on sunday. i'll be ok, its just kind of unnerving i guess.
does anyone else feel really bored with school? i just don't feel like going anymore.. i need to pass every class to graduate and all that, but i just don't want to go anymore. if i drop out or something though, my parents will never ever let me move out, i won't be able to wear my pretty dress for grad, and i will have absolutely no future. my parents would make sure i never drop out though. they both dropped out, and they wouldn't want the same thing for me. jeremy and probably all my other friends would kill me if i dropped out. i'm not going to or anything, but school right now just seems so pointless. i hate my english teacher, geography is useless, history is boring, and crim is fun and all but i'm still skipping.
i just want to start my life y'know? i don't want to be sitting in a classroom anymore. i want to graduate, move out, and get a job or something, i know it won't be that much better than now, and ill probably feel the same way about having to work every day, but it will still be different. it'll be new, and so much better than sitting in a classroom learning about the causes of the stock market crash, and what kind of dirt is the darkest and why holden wore a stupid red hat in catcher in the rye. i'm never going to need any of this stuff ever again in my entire life. i'm not going to need to know the them of a novel, or how to classify clouds. i guess it just comes down to the fact that i have a horrible additude about school, and i really don't want to be here anymore.
and i'm sure i'm not the only one that feels like this.
ok i'm done now!
-SanSanFunPants
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