Sep 23, 2005 17:23
Notice this is not locked to only those I "trust," this is public. Yeah, So most of you know something happened, yeah. When I write something, especially if it's private like that, it's meant to be read by only those who I allow. Now I found out Mrs. Holmes turned it in, yes that is a fact, but the story that she went on herself and found it and turned it in is not. It was a restricted entry which means that only those people I put on that grouping list were allowed to read it, not any strangers, which means someone on that list signed her on and showed it to her. Then comes the series of questions. Who would have the audacity to show her? Who would go to her with that degree of trust, that one feels she is more than a teacher and is a friend? And the pivital one, who has enough time to talk with her about such things? These questions were not hard to answer, I know who did it. I looked at the list of people I allowed to read it and I knew, but I didn't want to just jump to conclusions, so I asked them. I hate it when somebody lies to your face and you know it. It's not the first time this person has lied to me, not at all, totally not at all, and I did expect that, nothing more, so I wasn't surprised. The thing that bothers me is the person who did this "CLAIMS" to have cared but yet I never recieved a concerned phone call, not any cause for concern and this has been going on for a while. The only person who had the right to do such a thing was Hal, because Hal has been the only one at my side doing what he can. Hal is a great person, I respect this man, he is the definition of a good friend. Now I'm not pissed, I'm not angry, what was done was done out of concern, I thank you for that but there are other ways of going about things such as coming straight up to me and "communicating" your point instead of derastic moves such as this. "If" you were to talk and see how everything was going then you would have known why I wrote that, how I felt afterward, and the large steps I've taken in the right direction. But you didn't, apparently I wasn't worth the effort. That's TOTALLY FINE. Things will be easier now, the school days will have less stress, I'll leave you alone because it's obvious that your not one who can communicate with another human being about issues you have with them, that's totally ok, I'm going to respect that, nothing will become an issue. It's obvious that that which I type can no longer be trusted upon certain people so hence I will not be updating for quite sometime, I'm taking a leave of absence. And to this individual,
I hope you have a good night...
because you ruined mine.
Congradulations, you win.