ok so maybe Im a little ahead of myself...
and just when you think things finally go your way, someones there to stop your mind from finally being wrapped up in all this stress...and then just add a few more problems atop of the towering burdens that are on your back..
I went to a party last night and drank till I was crying tears of johnny walker...and boy does it truly suck..aside from this tremendous hangover that I have now, all the garbage is still floating around in my mind..
but then again, who said life was ever fair?
so here are the details=
The situation with my grandfather has gone from bad to worse..the only male figure I ever really grew up with, can no longer remember my name, know what I look like, and all he can remember is growing up on Cuba, and occasional memories of me as a child..The hospital he was in cant even take care of him correctly, and hes always constantly falling out his wheelchair and bruising his head..all this and he still cant swallow solid foods, because of a throat infection..
I might get fired from my job..why you ask? since Im the only person that seems to really be doing his job? because I use the internet at work for non work related sites..but then again, I remember helping my boss buy tickets on ebay for a marlins game while the line was out the door, and he simply told me to not bother, the tickets were more important..
thats the majority of my stress, and also the idea of school, and what I want to do with my life is also in there swimming...but yeah..
How does that saying go? THeres always a silver lining between clouds?
yeah well I better get a silver lining that blinds most of the fucking people in the united states...
I went to a party last night and drank till I was crying tears of johnny walker...and boy does it truly suck..aside from this tremendous hangover that I have now, all the garbage is still floating around in my mind..
but then again, who said life was ever fair?
so here are the details=
The situation with my grandfather has gone from bad to worse..the only male figure I ever really grew up with, can no longer remember my name, know what I look like, and all he can remember is growing up on Cuba, and occasional memories of me as a child..The hospital he was in cant even take care of him correctly, and hes always constantly falling out his wheelchair and bruising his head..all this and he still cant swallow solid foods, because of a throat infection..
I might get fired from my job..why you ask? since Im the only person that seems to really be doing his job? because I use the internet at work for non work related sites..but then again, I remember helping my boss buy tickets on ebay for a marlins game while the line was out the door, and he simply told me to not bother, the tickets were more important..
thats the majority of my stress, and also the idea of school, and what I want to do with my life is also in there swimming...but yeah..
How does that saying go? THeres always a silver lining between clouds?
yeah well I better get a silver lining that blinds most of the fucking people in the united states...