oh just me dropping by...

[bato124]

blogging has been set aside for some time now due to my studies. can't wait to end this term and take off to a new environment as an intern for six months!!! yah it's almost like working in contructual plan. i am so excited to be trained and hopefully im going to be accepted in INTEL!!! *crossfingers* I am waiting for their call but still now haven't receive any hint from them, oh well our professor in-charge for the internship told us that I and my two friends are listed in the priority list of interns for INTEL and that is such a big opportunity and I really hope I could get the slot!!! No not I but WE! Me and my bf, cause he too was selected! The only disadvantage is the location is isolated, far from the city and our house so that would mean renting an apartment there... wtheck! im always talking in advance and yet there's even no sign of it. argh... oh well i should think positively or else i'll be disappointed and hate myself for being a subtle mediocre. yah subtle since i dont look like it but i think i am... hmnn... would that make a sense to you? ok enough.

on random things...

i've been putting my health into serious jeopardy (what?) since i had been sleeping very late (like 3 am) and forcing my body to wake up early in the morning. add to that, i keep on forgetting taking up my vitamin, so my body now is so weak and sluggish. :((( and my eyebags, huge and hideous... i am 20 but i look like im 10 yrs older. that made my self-esteem decrease to 99.99999%. i am only left with.... 0.... something which is equivalent to NOTHING!