Oct 15, 2004 09:38
So I've noticed that only a few people actually continue to update their livejournals... I know I shouldn't be talking since I haven't posted anything in like a month, but it's kinda getting to the point where I don't really need to. Things with Jenna are good... 4 and a half months, by far my longest relationship ever. Things with school aren't that great... I hate school and I fucked up this semester. I flunked every single class cuz attendance actually affects the grades... they could've told me that before I decided to pay for all my shit. I know, it's stupid that I'm upset about it, cuz I'm just doing it to myself... but I'm frustrated right now. I'm not sure if I should stay here or go home until second semester... it's pointless for me to be staying here without a job anyway, cuz all I'm doing is wasting money. I'm just upset right now... but I'll be back next weekend for Rio's homecoming... of course I'm going with Jenna, what kind of boyfriend would I be if I didn't go with her? I'm out, I have a long day of doing nothing to prepare for, I fucking hate how I handle my future!!!