Wong Way
So things with me and chris are going in the wrong direction and it all started with halloween weekend...because he think i am gonna go turn back into morgan the party girl and cheat on him!! and i am not and he got all upset and like we've been haveing stupid arguments ever since and i am afraid this is going to be a repeat of me and pat and i don't like it!...i don't know wht to do i don;t mean to get itno these petty arguments...they totally men nothing i dunno i think it is the fact that i miss him soo much that like i dunno i am angry...i dunno i feel horrible...i don't want to lose him over stupid shit and this is all stupid shit...arge i dunno what to do i need to just hold on to him for atleas t 10 day untill he gets back so i can talk to him...i dont need to break up with him online...that is soo gay...i have done it before...hmmm i dunno we work things out this time...well my mom had a grand idea to get a journal and write down everything that bothers me, comes up anything i want to talk to him about and like when he comes home talk to him about it rather than online b/c my mom is right the internet distorts things...and god let us create it to fuck with the human race just a little bit more!!