i almost forgot...
so yeah, with all this apathy... women love a man that doesn't seem to be interested after a while. there this one girl that i met (in person) and stood her up. I apologize and explained why I didn't show. She was nice about it, but I could tell that it pissed her off. So i figured i would never hear from her again. Low and behold she IMs me today and wants to know what's up and was all happy to talk to me. I'm guessing we'll grab lunch one of these days. and it will have to be chipolte cuz i'm poo. i've also been getting more attention from other girls when i've been out and about with my friends...especially this weekend when i went completely apathetic about women. it's really strange. women love a man that is content with his own life. i must have appeared over eager. it's really strange being pursued by women and then not caring if things work out. i mean i care but i'm not anxious like i used to be. i think it might be a good thing. i hope it lasts.
night
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