new year...
Oh what a weekend! So full of emotion, both good and bad...and so intense. I had a great new year and couldn't have been more thrilled to spend it with my one and only....and a bunch of other fun people. Alcohol does things to people, creates misunderstandings and makes people lose their inhibitions...it's all within understanding but does put some weight on the pressure of perfection in my relationship. Maybe it's a blessing, making things realisitc. Still doesn't change the way I feel about her but it's going to be tough to loose that feeling, the pain...even though it was based on nothing but speculation. BUT...it did lead us into the most mind blowing sex either one of us has ever had....all weekend!!!!!!