and this is me killing time
Today is my last day of work at Marie Callenders only to start working again at Macaroni Grill (much better pay) on saturday. I hate resturants. More specifically, I hate working in them. But the real source of my hate is money and the fact that it is so common, so hard to come by, and so necessary when out on your own.
Came home to the most beautiful sunflowers the other day. :-) I asked why he always gets me flowers and he relpies "I buy the flowers that make me stop and apprectiate their beauty, and when that happenes it makes me think of you."
I feel loved and in love and unworthy of such a great thing.
I have two exams this week. one tomorrow that i am totally ready to kick ass on, and one on thursday that I am totally ready to get my ass handed to me on.
It's raining like fire and brimstone outside. It was sunny and cheery this morning and then when i got out of class I am greeted with the fury of mothernature. I love when the weather caters to my changing moods. Even though it is purely coincidence, it makes me feel important and slightly god-like. I'm happy! (cue sun and chirping birds) Now I'm brooding and feel mad and anxious. (cue fury of mothernature previously mentioned)
i seems like mostly everyone is doing really well lately. in friends entries that I've been reading I read about how they are in great realtionships and are in love and just very happy. I like knowing that many other people are feeling the same. The loop has started and everyone is making sure they're a part of it this year. Get in while you can. :-)
I want to see people that I haven't seen in awhile. Those that come to mind: sam, anthony, alyse. .
hmm, maybe i can remedy that.
hokay. must study.
Came home to the most beautiful sunflowers the other day. :-) I asked why he always gets me flowers and he relpies "I buy the flowers that make me stop and apprectiate their beauty, and when that happenes it makes me think of you."
I feel loved and in love and unworthy of such a great thing.
I have two exams this week. one tomorrow that i am totally ready to kick ass on, and one on thursday that I am totally ready to get my ass handed to me on.
It's raining like fire and brimstone outside. It was sunny and cheery this morning and then when i got out of class I am greeted with the fury of mothernature. I love when the weather caters to my changing moods. Even though it is purely coincidence, it makes me feel important and slightly god-like. I'm happy! (cue sun and chirping birds) Now I'm brooding and feel mad and anxious. (cue fury of mothernature previously mentioned)
i seems like mostly everyone is doing really well lately. in friends entries that I've been reading I read about how they are in great realtionships and are in love and just very happy. I like knowing that many other people are feeling the same. The loop has started and everyone is making sure they're a part of it this year. Get in while you can. :-)
I want to see people that I haven't seen in awhile. Those that come to mind: sam, anthony, alyse. .
hmm, maybe i can remedy that.
hokay. must study.