but when we rise it's like strawberry fields
it feels really good to get things figured out. Everything was so hectic the past week that i didn't know which way was up.
but christmas has come and gone and new years is a couple of days away. plans are getting made and broken and new ones are forming only to fall through.. however finally i have a solid plan for new years. Derek is taking me to washington. ! i'm excited to meet his friends and just get to see washington for the first time.
the trip is good but there is a sad part. on the way we're going to stop by and i'm going to see my sister Brandy. everyone falls on hard times but it seems like they never stop for her, the poor girl. Two days ago her son Calvin (my nephew) committed suicide. He was only a year younger than and had two kids.
i'm still kind of in shock. they say they come in three's and i'm nervous about the next one. first my grandfather and now my nephew..
::it's not my time to wonder why::
but christmas has come and gone and new years is a couple of days away. plans are getting made and broken and new ones are forming only to fall through.. however finally i have a solid plan for new years. Derek is taking me to washington. ! i'm excited to meet his friends and just get to see washington for the first time.
the trip is good but there is a sad part. on the way we're going to stop by and i'm going to see my sister Brandy. everyone falls on hard times but it seems like they never stop for her, the poor girl. Two days ago her son Calvin (my nephew) committed suicide. He was only a year younger than and had two kids.
i'm still kind of in shock. they say they come in three's and i'm nervous about the next one. first my grandfather and now my nephew..
::it's not my time to wonder why::