sleep seems a dream away and a year too late
I'm scared for three months from now. :-/ i dont want to be stuck here by myself. I just might cry. ...scratch that, i WILL cry.
i feel like you keep giving me empty promises. i want to believe you and believe that this time it'll be different. i hate hearing "three weeks from now everything will be so different, i promise you." i can't wait around forever. i'm starting to hate myself for hanging on but i dont want to lose you cause i know that if you kept your promise, three weeks from now things would be so much better. but if it's never going to happen what's the point?
you're making me sad and stressed out and irritated but at the same time happy and comfortable. Sometimes it'll be little things that you do that'll irritate me, and how you're treating yourself is making me sad. But GOD why do I love you? You put your arms around me and any irritation or sadness i feel just goes away. i feel so comforted and content. and when you kiss my next right where my pulse beats makes me melt on the inside. Then there's that look you give me. The Look. And you'll tell me that you love me. And when you play with my hair and i'll catch you staring at me makes me feel wanted.
THIS is why i'm hanging on. You are sooo much better than what you're doing to yourself. You promised me that this time it is for sure.
Some things can never be explained
Why every sky still looks the same
And I wonder how my world would look without you
I want to be selfish.
Please dont let me down.
i feel like you keep giving me empty promises. i want to believe you and believe that this time it'll be different. i hate hearing "three weeks from now everything will be so different, i promise you." i can't wait around forever. i'm starting to hate myself for hanging on but i dont want to lose you cause i know that if you kept your promise, three weeks from now things would be so much better. but if it's never going to happen what's the point?
you're making me sad and stressed out and irritated but at the same time happy and comfortable. Sometimes it'll be little things that you do that'll irritate me, and how you're treating yourself is making me sad. But GOD why do I love you? You put your arms around me and any irritation or sadness i feel just goes away. i feel so comforted and content. and when you kiss my next right where my pulse beats makes me melt on the inside. Then there's that look you give me. The Look. And you'll tell me that you love me. And when you play with my hair and i'll catch you staring at me makes me feel wanted.
THIS is why i'm hanging on. You are sooo much better than what you're doing to yourself. You promised me that this time it is for sure.
Some things can never be explained
Why every sky still looks the same
And I wonder how my world would look without you
I want to be selfish.
Please dont let me down.