i have forgotten how to breathe.
and that is why tomorrow i will be flying out of new york and going away for a couple of days with lisa.
my therapist told me i'm really lucky to have friends who love and care about me so much. she said i must have done something right or else i wouldn't have the amazing support system that i've been counting on so much as of late. i have always been lucky in that respect...
yet it still amazes me how heartless and cold some people can be. it seriously makes me shake and nauseated every time i think about it. my head and heart is still spinny (and it's not in the oh-i'm-so-in-love way anymore). fuck.
my therapist told me i'm really lucky to have friends who love and care about me so much. she said i must have done something right or else i wouldn't have the amazing support system that i've been counting on so much as of late. i have always been lucky in that respect...
yet it still amazes me how heartless and cold some people can be. it seriously makes me shake and nauseated every time i think about it. my head and heart is still spinny (and it's not in the oh-i'm-so-in-love way anymore). fuck.