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why can't i stick to plans
i didn't tell anyone i was coming to austin cuz i knew i'd never get out of there.
my plan was to come wednesday night super late, pick up my table and leave for waco in the morning. now it is friday afternoon, and i am about to skate the green park and tonight go to krizteen's party. it's like my one last hoorah. i am going to be extremely intoxicated i believe. that pretty much sums up my stay in austin, anyway, so i might as well leave it on that same note. i will miss this place, as well as houston.
i have met some amazing people over the last year, and changed a lot, some for the better, but have also not always been honest with some people, and myself, too i guess. but it's hard to keep your word when you have this complex where you think that every person you meet must be your friend.
i mean, how many people can you actually be friends with without knocking relationships down from meaningful, to someone you go party with.
how many people can you sit with in a room and be content not talking with.
how many people can you love.
i don't know.
but i try.
goodbye texas. for now.
i didn't tell anyone i was coming to austin cuz i knew i'd never get out of there.
my plan was to come wednesday night super late, pick up my table and leave for waco in the morning. now it is friday afternoon, and i am about to skate the green park and tonight go to krizteen's party. it's like my one last hoorah. i am going to be extremely intoxicated i believe. that pretty much sums up my stay in austin, anyway, so i might as well leave it on that same note. i will miss this place, as well as houston.
i have met some amazing people over the last year, and changed a lot, some for the better, but have also not always been honest with some people, and myself, too i guess. but it's hard to keep your word when you have this complex where you think that every person you meet must be your friend.
i mean, how many people can you actually be friends with without knocking relationships down from meaningful, to someone you go party with.
how many people can you sit with in a room and be content not talking with.
how many people can you love.
i don't know.
but i try.
goodbye texas. for now.