this is my fuck the world.

[bathroomwhore]

i would never EVER fucking plan my life around anyone else.
and do only what they do. i will never become that person.
and i hate everyone who is like that.
yes i have a boyfriend and i love him very much.
but he will never stop me from doing what i want to do in my life.

its really fucking sad when people just plan their own fucking lives around someone else.
what the fuck does that really have to say about yoou? seriously. its pathetic.

and i hate when people say. "oh i wish" like they can't do what they want
anyone can do fucking anything they want. whenever. no one ever just has the balls to do it.

if you are unhappy with anything in your fucking life you can change it so fast.
but people would just rather complain and complain because no one knows how to make a change
and that is why this world will never get better. and people are going to keep killing it. and themselves.

its really fucking annoying that i can count the number of people on my hands that i know that can and will actually just pick up and leave if they weren't happy or quit a super good paying job because they were unhappy .
why isn't there more people like that out there? why?

because money rules everyone. and therefore no one is really living their life..

and the world should just blow the fuck up. because no one deserves to live.
because they aren't really living anyways.

i am crying because i am angry. at everyone who doesn't think high of themsevles.
because no one will ever push themselves to be better. 
because everyone is just okay with being just okay.