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[bathroom_ensues]

Its snowing.
Its October.
I am going home today,
working this weekend,

I bought a car.

I am very very stressed,
and I am also, very afraid of this relationship stuff,
in fact,
I think that it is more of the stress, than the work I have to do,
which is formidable.

and for one of the first times,
I dont want to go home this weekend to work,
I need to relax,
chill out,
read books for class,
eat healthy meals,
play in the snow,
talk with the boy.