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bored. - more like procrastination-
i went through all my old livejournal entries.
i am absolutely hilarious.
i am really glad that i kept all this crap.
and that i was somewhat coherent for most of it.
i realize some very very strong pattern in my relationship with someone.
its actually really painful to think back on it.
except for the private entries, where i chose to be very cryptic, as though i were posting for everyone to see.
i dont understand what i meant by most of it.
i am kind-of with this boy who i go to school with.
i like it.
i like the imagray of hearts connected by strings-or veins.
you have circles of hearts so interwoven with veins of love running between the hearts,
so if one rebels, their blood pulls at yours, so feel their rebellion within you.
when a heart moves away, it pulls at the veins making your love for them surface.
im missing some people.
im wishing i didnt miss someone.
they may finally have proven to be more trouble than they are worth.
it took almost five years.
i went through all my old livejournal entries.
i am absolutely hilarious.
i am really glad that i kept all this crap.
and that i was somewhat coherent for most of it.
i realize some very very strong pattern in my relationship with someone.
its actually really painful to think back on it.
except for the private entries, where i chose to be very cryptic, as though i were posting for everyone to see.
i dont understand what i meant by most of it.
i am kind-of with this boy who i go to school with.
i like it.
i like the imagray of hearts connected by strings-or veins.
you have circles of hearts so interwoven with veins of love running between the hearts,
so if one rebels, their blood pulls at yours, so feel their rebellion within you.
when a heart moves away, it pulls at the veins making your love for them surface.
im missing some people.
im wishing i didnt miss someone.
they may finally have proven to be more trouble than they are worth.
it took almost five years.