I must see the Beeekeeper
Two terrible dreams thia morning-both death dreams-one that Laila died and one that Kim-who irl just texted lasyt night that she was pregnant, had died, or maybe comitted suicide after losing the baby. The Laila dream is fuzzy.....
Kim Suicide Dream
We were at Julia Child's house talking and Kim was going to be on a tv show or in a movie. Paul Child was there. The house was really colorful inside-blue, orange, creamy yellow. Maybe the baby had already been born and Kim was just visiting. Kim got text or phone calll o somehing dire and suddenlyu said she needed to leave. She was obviously stressed, had just gotten some really bad news in the text, but wouldn't let me help or tell me what it was or what was happeninng.
Julia Child had a lot of cats, and I think one ofthem had just had kittens....Kim asked if she could have one and Julia denied her, saying that they were so important to her, like her children, even. Then Kim went upstairs to "use the bathroom," but then we heard a noise or she was in there for a long time or something, I thin we heard a noise-and Julia went up to check on Kim. She came dow the stairs carrying Kim's unresonsivve body, Kim's arrms streaked dangling and streaked with blood. I started crying and screaming, and we were taking Kim to the hospital. I remembber thinking "her parents are going to kill me". I was out in the street/sidewalk screaming "No, no no!". Then I woke up