trouble
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hungry] [music|Tori:Not David Bowie/ Walk to Dublin ] i swam 100 lengths in the pool this morning. that's almost a mile and a half. montana is having problems. we fear that we may have to put her down soon. she's been sick more lately and can't get up by herself when she lays down. we don't know what to do. it's been an emotional roller coaster and i am dreading the end. i don't want her to be in pain, above all, and i don't want her to be scared. my mother is going to Las Vegas soon and if Montana goes down while she's away, that would be a major problem. we are putting her back on Bute which might stop her hip from hurting so she could get up by herself again. it's hard to have a "wait and see" attitude but at this point that's all i can do. ::cries::
hungry] [music|Tori:Not David Bowie/ Walk to Dublin ] i swam 100 lengths in the pool this morning. that's almost a mile and a half. montana is having problems. we fear that we may have to put her down soon. she's been sick more lately and can't get up by herself when she lays down. we don't know what to do. it's been an emotional roller coaster and i am dreading the end. i don't want her to be in pain, above all, and i don't want her to be scared. my mother is going to Las Vegas soon and if Montana goes down while she's away, that would be a major problem. we are putting her back on Bute which might stop her hip from hurting so she could get up by herself again. it's hard to have a "wait and see" attitude but at this point that's all i can do. ::cries::