I've come to learn...
I've come to a logical conclusion that any educated person in their walk in life would've come to long ago...i should keep my mouth shut. reasons i've learned so far:
- I've hurt my keither...and i love him so much and never meant to hurt him in anyway by getting on his nerves and talking about that certain her...
- I'm finding out about too much...the more you talk, i've found, the more people want to share "secrets" with u. I don't rat people out or continue rumors on purpose, it's just that i'm too trusting of who i tell. which is another one of my reasons...
- I'm too trusting of other people...words are starting to mean less and less to me. People will do anything to get one's approval...that includes lie, back stab, lie, tell a half-truth, lie some more, elborate over a truth, lie even more, and just simply talk to much...and i think this calls for another lie, so wherever u see fit, thro another one in that list...
- I'm stressing out...bc people are telling me so much, i'm finding it harder to keep it to myself and not spread the rumors and even then, sometimes it just slips out...and then u can tell the other person to swear on their life not to tell and they can swear all they want to, to you, but they'll tell if it's juicy...
- I'm saying all the wrong things...I'm saying all the wrong things when someone asks me a serious question or something, i just blurt back out an answer and don't think about it. Like i love you, if someone tells me that, i'm quick to say it back, and i don't even mean it half the time...it's just a response...and i don't want it to be that way, bc i do love some people...and i love you is not just a response i want them to hear. I want them to hear the truth.
So, keith, i apologize for saying all those things about morgan. and yes, i do know how u feel about her. You love her and I hope that works out for you and her. Joel, I need to talk to you...but i don't know where, when, how, or even what to say or where to start...Adam, I love you...