four for four
i keep playing the last couple days and dates through my head.
every love song reminded me of something.
after dropping him off at the airport today, i almost cried so much. if i was alone at any point, i would have broken down and bawled like a baby...
I cant believe im back here again... i thought it would have gotten easier considering i am honestly not new to this experience, but truth be told, i miss him already. i missed him when i saw him disappear through security check, as i was walking back to the car without him, driving home, at dinner, at the bar and now. i miss him and i wish he was here.
Wednesday was one the nicest surprises I've had in a long while, and whenever i think back i cant help but feel silly being worrying as much as i was. i was able to tell him anything, talk to him about anything, and be myself around him. there wasnt a lie or a false smile or anything like that. how many people can i actually say i am this way with?
its no wonder june was better month, for a lot of reasons... him included. happiness is always so fleeting isnt it?
every love song reminded me of something.
after dropping him off at the airport today, i almost cried so much. if i was alone at any point, i would have broken down and bawled like a baby...
I cant believe im back here again... i thought it would have gotten easier considering i am honestly not new to this experience, but truth be told, i miss him already. i missed him when i saw him disappear through security check, as i was walking back to the car without him, driving home, at dinner, at the bar and now. i miss him and i wish he was here.
Wednesday was one the nicest surprises I've had in a long while, and whenever i think back i cant help but feel silly being worrying as much as i was. i was able to tell him anything, talk to him about anything, and be myself around him. there wasnt a lie or a false smile or anything like that. how many people can i actually say i am this way with?
its no wonder june was better month, for a lot of reasons... him included. happiness is always so fleeting isnt it?