better late then never...
So I thought a recap was necessary, since I've been utterly an emotional trainwreck on here lately, and I thought a happy post would be needed..
So.
Saturday was Unbelted. And honestly, I almost didn't go. and when I got there, the morning was a disaster and I seriously almost turned around and went back to bed. I was expecting the worst, and surprisingly enough, the day went well...
Opening court I received my Harp! :):):) SOOO surprised! And I got it at the same time as Liz, which was awesome and I'm proud of us. I don't think either of us were ever expecting something like that. This of course means that our performances at Estrella War, i.e. stage time on saturday, dancing at royal on saturday, queen's tea on sunday, pretty much need to go damn well! yay. We have been working really hard and got over half of the second Q.T. choreography finished today in an hour. we rule, that's why...
And then, I was sent roses by *him*, forcing me to compose myself and talk to him. And you know what? I think (for now) I got the emotional, sobbing, hurt Abby out of me and who knows, maybe one day we will be friends again. maybe more. but it is going to be up to him to get me to regain the trust that be broke so painfully a month ago. And at first, I was really resentful. This was Unbelted, he was supposed to be wearing MY favor, we were supposed to be together. He apparently DID fight for me all day, favor or not. So, we'll see.. at least I got my closure. I think..
*** On another note, school has started, and I of course am going to be super busy. I have become that person who forgets things if I don't write down my day hour by hour (that's ok, i have a big calendar), but so far so good. I am getting a little panicked about my grad school interview, and now am going to devote the next month of my life to pulling a portfolio directly from my ass and finish all of my renderings and half scales that are in a pile in my closet. oh yeah, and estrella, and vegas, and our dance performances, and our dance show prep, and you know, school.
*sigh* oh man, there is a reason i drink....
xoxoxo
So.
Saturday was Unbelted. And honestly, I almost didn't go. and when I got there, the morning was a disaster and I seriously almost turned around and went back to bed. I was expecting the worst, and surprisingly enough, the day went well...
Opening court I received my Harp! :):):) SOOO surprised! And I got it at the same time as Liz, which was awesome and I'm proud of us. I don't think either of us were ever expecting something like that. This of course means that our performances at Estrella War, i.e. stage time on saturday, dancing at royal on saturday, queen's tea on sunday, pretty much need to go damn well! yay. We have been working really hard and got over half of the second Q.T. choreography finished today in an hour. we rule, that's why...
And then, I was sent roses by *him*, forcing me to compose myself and talk to him. And you know what? I think (for now) I got the emotional, sobbing, hurt Abby out of me and who knows, maybe one day we will be friends again. maybe more. but it is going to be up to him to get me to regain the trust that be broke so painfully a month ago. And at first, I was really resentful. This was Unbelted, he was supposed to be wearing MY favor, we were supposed to be together. He apparently DID fight for me all day, favor or not. So, we'll see.. at least I got my closure. I think..
*** On another note, school has started, and I of course am going to be super busy. I have become that person who forgets things if I don't write down my day hour by hour (that's ok, i have a big calendar), but so far so good. I am getting a little panicked about my grad school interview, and now am going to devote the next month of my life to pulling a portfolio directly from my ass and finish all of my renderings and half scales that are in a pile in my closet. oh yeah, and estrella, and vegas, and our dance performances, and our dance show prep, and you know, school.
*sigh* oh man, there is a reason i drink....
xoxoxo