i dont like holidays, but i love the presents
i dont know. lately its been really hectic around here.
my moms puttin herself in Harbor Oaks on Wensday. Shes really depressed, and from what she says, shes been having thoughts about hurting herself.. shes so fucked up, but i love her, and ill put up with it, cuz she did when i went through the same thing
today was my grandpas birthday.. my mom made dinner and my grandpa, uncle, and my cousins came over to eat. along with my sister, nephew, my sisters boyfriend, my other sisters boyfried.. and ugh.. to many people...
as tradition on christmas eve, i opened one of my presents.. i got a pair of Holliser jeans, a pair of Guess jeans, ((both by the way are ripped)) and 2 shirts.. one says i dont need your attitude, i have my own, and the other one says trouble maker.. it was cute..
I definitly decided that my pants arent ripped enough, so when i go to becks on monday, me and her are gonna go crazy on em and fuck em up till they look good.
thats the other thing i love. me and beck are talking again. which is exiting and lovely. she told me that shes happy for me and ray, which is good cuz im happy that shes happy...
i guess the fam is not commin tommorow, other then the sisters..
im exited cuz i know im gettin this kick ass MP3 player from my sister and her boyfirne.. trust me, its the first to be opened..
lemme practice my surprised self
OOOOH MYYYY GOOODDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS GREAT.. OH MAN.. THANKS SO FREEKING MUCH!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!
does it seem convincing?? lol
have a very merry x-mas all.. and i hope you get everything that you want..
i know i got what i did...
Ray
my moms puttin herself in Harbor Oaks on Wensday. Shes really depressed, and from what she says, shes been having thoughts about hurting herself.. shes so fucked up, but i love her, and ill put up with it, cuz she did when i went through the same thing
today was my grandpas birthday.. my mom made dinner and my grandpa, uncle, and my cousins came over to eat. along with my sister, nephew, my sisters boyfriend, my other sisters boyfried.. and ugh.. to many people...
as tradition on christmas eve, i opened one of my presents.. i got a pair of Holliser jeans, a pair of Guess jeans, ((both by the way are ripped)) and 2 shirts.. one says i dont need your attitude, i have my own, and the other one says trouble maker.. it was cute..
I definitly decided that my pants arent ripped enough, so when i go to becks on monday, me and her are gonna go crazy on em and fuck em up till they look good.
thats the other thing i love. me and beck are talking again. which is exiting and lovely. she told me that shes happy for me and ray, which is good cuz im happy that shes happy...
i guess the fam is not commin tommorow, other then the sisters..
im exited cuz i know im gettin this kick ass MP3 player from my sister and her boyfirne.. trust me, its the first to be opened..
lemme practice my surprised self
OOOOH MYYYY GOOODDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS GREAT.. OH MAN.. THANKS SO FREEKING MUCH!!!!! I CANT BELIEVE THIS!!
does it seem convincing?? lol
have a very merry x-mas all.. and i hope you get everything that you want..
i know i got what i did...
Ray