im so damn angry

[batgirl8105]

last night my friend told me something that totaly litterally broke my heart.
billy is getting to be a lost cause. i dont want to have to deal with it any more.
idk.. i just feel like writing

every day is exactly the same
I walk down the halls and embrace the people I love like friends
only to find out that they dont like me any more

so i get to sit at home,
with the people who treat me like shit
i sit and stare at this damn screen all day
and things are still, exactly the same

this bolder on my sholders is shifting its weight
from side to side
constintly knocking me off balance,
and yet i still carry it,
because i know that one day
it will crush me

fuck every single person whoes ever made me feel like shit
fuck fake people
fuck the ones that i love like my best friends, and then they turn around and hurt me

fuck all of you who dont give a fuck about me