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I switched shifts with Lisa today, so I don't have to be at work until noon. So of course, I watched some Saved by the Bell this morning. The episode was called "slater's friend" and it was about AC Slater's pet chameleon. Zack had to take care of it while slater went away to san diego for a few days. Of course, the thing died, and Slater tried to pretend he didn't care, when he was really crushed at the thought of his 'best friend' being dead. Mr Belding decided that they should have a funeral for "Artie".
It was pretty funny, but a little poignant at the same time.
Yesterday was a sad day. I'm not sure what made it sad in comparison to all the days surrounding it, being that every day is pretty much identical to the next, but something about yesterday put me in a funk. I tried to talk to Don about it, but he's about as helpful as talking to a tree.
I'm trying really hard to be mature and optimistic (I'm finding that those two concepts can be mutually exclusive) about life right now, but it is difficult. I just wish I knew what the future holds. If there was some way that I could look into a magic ball and see a little glimpse of what's to come, I might feel a little better about right now. The hardest part bout everything is just not knowing.
I am in a state of limbo and I hate it.
I am ready to be in a place mentally, where I can be happy. I am tired of overthinking the wrong things, and not thinking enough about things that matter. I just don't know how to fix it.
It was pretty funny, but a little poignant at the same time.
Yesterday was a sad day. I'm not sure what made it sad in comparison to all the days surrounding it, being that every day is pretty much identical to the next, but something about yesterday put me in a funk. I tried to talk to Don about it, but he's about as helpful as talking to a tree.
I'm trying really hard to be mature and optimistic (I'm finding that those two concepts can be mutually exclusive) about life right now, but it is difficult. I just wish I knew what the future holds. If there was some way that I could look into a magic ball and see a little glimpse of what's to come, I might feel a little better about right now. The hardest part bout everything is just not knowing.
I am in a state of limbo and I hate it.
I am ready to be in a place mentally, where I can be happy. I am tired of overthinking the wrong things, and not thinking enough about things that matter. I just don't know how to fix it.