"Learn your rules. You better learn your rules. If you don't you'll be eaten in your sleep."-DS.

Jan 22, 2009 01:58

 I don't know what to expect. Therefore I do not know what to write. I'm so excited, but i'm also so nervous.
I just don't want to start life, if that makes sense. But what do I know. I'm just scared of being completley independent. More that i'll be bad at it. My grandfather used to say that 90% of the things you worry about will never come to pass. It just seems to be the complete opposite for me. But we'll see. I just don't want to waste my time worrying or getting stressed about things. It actually scares me how much I honestly don't care about things anymore. But atleast I know I have emotion. Deep down...somewhere. It comes out when necessary. 
Basically, as much as I want to start a new chapter i'm afraid i'm going to be bad at it.

on the upside, LOST is back and (after finishing the entire series as of today..and watching the new ones) it is the most EPIC thing that's ever happened to me...ever. and i fully know this, and don't care.

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