Mar 13, 2005 00:30
the problem is I don't know whether to vent here or not...Its been so long and when we were together it was like that year didn't exist and nothing had changed...you even told me so, how could you? you know the exact effect it would have on me? Is it your bestfriend that hates me for some odd reason? or is it really us? you know how i feel and I thought I knew how you feel after last night, but today was different...why...why do u always insist on tearing me apart like that? you know the emotional control you have over me...I love you and theres nothing i can do about that so you just seem to love to use it to your advantage...I love you and if you don't love me...help me stop...
but thats only part of my problems....i just refuse to vent because of stupid people that make stupid comments when they don't even know whats going on..they just want to hurt someone...