When I was with her....
I got kinda scared cause since I messeure my life not in years but in epocs that have happend and to come, I didnt know what was next since I was with who I wanted to and thought I would be with for the rest of my life, since I wasn't ready to have kids what the next thing In my life I would have to look forward to would be since I thought I had the who I was gona marry thing out of the way. Now since she has left and there seems little chance of reconcilation and I just can't be with anyone else my heart just isnt in it since its not mine to give away anymore, I have NOTHING to look foward to!
I hate irony
I hate irony