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grrr...there's no other word for it but frustrated. I'm just frustrated in every way. Sexually, emotionally, you name it and I'm frustrated over it. Maybe I'm just tired cause I didn't start feeling like this until I got on the phone...So I guess I should just go to bed and see how I feel in the morning. But I was happy right? And then I started thinking again, and it makes me feel like I want to cry but I can't. The last time I've CRIED, or come really close to it, was in all-state on Saturday after we performed, when i was down by the river with ross...but right now it's not as bad. Well I'll see how I feel when I wake up and take a shower. Maybe I won't OBE again. Maybe I'll be able to actually SLEEP...which would be nice.