i only wish

[batbones]

you promised me id never be hurt...you would always be there
you lead me to believe...that you truly cared
you told me that youd never...have the nerve to cheat on me
but there you were with my good friend...and im confused completely
im lonesome without you...i want you as mine
but i cant bare the pain again...and youve beyond from passed the line
i gave you my heart...and it was yours more with every kiss
i tried to be it all...and to grant your every wish
you said i didnt understand...but i tried, though you couldnt see
i wanted to be perfect for you...as much as you were for me
i wondered every moment...what adventures you were on in the world
but never in my wildest dreams...did i think you were discovering another girl
you told me that you loved me...and gently caressed my skin
you told me i was beautiful...until my cheeks turned crimson
wed sit there forever...as you stared into my eyes
i thought it meant eternity...but it seemed it was just lies
you touched my lips with yours...and made me want you more and more
you sweetly held me in your arms...and trembled my core
the way you held my hand...made me not want to let go
how i hated to say goodbye...and glowed when i got to say hello
i dont want to move on...but i kno i cant stay
and it hurts me even more...to know you have nothing to say
i dont need your sympathy...i only wish i could believe
that when you told her you loved her...you meant to say it to me
~batbones